What is wrong with me? i need help...?

I feel like this is the story of my life. However, you have the tenacity to write a long prose about it on the web. I hope writing help/ed you feel better or understand yourself better and that someone may post something in reply more helpful than what I am writing. I have never met anyone in recent times as distant and misanthropic as me. I also attribute it to bad experiences with people and now I almost make no interactions with people what soever, always seeing potential harm or hurt from dealing with people. Anyone I had hung out with in the past seemed to be too different than me, and I shirked away as a result. Now I am trying to find commonalities with human beings by browsing YA and forums for these type of people.